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I’m starting again with tumblr, cos to be honest, I follow the wrong people, mainly. Feel free to follow me though, you might be one of the ones I adore. (Plus it”d be nice to have more than 1 follower!

I’ll say it twice because it’s true, nobody loves you like I do.

I’d rather be working for a paycheck, than waiting to win the lottery <3

I’m quite enjoying this whole love thing :3

Yesterday, I came home to find our new housemate had murdered our hamster.

Squashed him with a Dvd case. He was FLAT. 

I don’t actually understand how anyone could do that, to a living creature. She’s a fucking sick bitch. Me & Lee buried him in the back garden. I’m at Sarah’s. I don’t want to be in my house. I cannot wait to move out of there. I need to go back in the morning though and move his cage so my nice housemate doesn’t have to see it and stuff. Urgh. How the fuck can some people be so fucking evil? 

Oh in other news,

my landlords are wankers and I’m being kicked out of my house. So I’m moving to Blyth to live with my friend and her parents. :) I love Nevel and her family but wish they lived in peth!!!

I’m so lonely at the minute

and it’s stupid. Because I’m happier than I have been in a long time. I have Lee and he is amazing and wonderful and makes me so happy. I see him everyday, but when ever I’m alone I just feel like shit instantly. It doesn’t help that there’s no internet and only 4 channels in my house. I don’t understand when people say things like “I just need some me time” I never get like that. I despise being on my own and spending time on my own, it actually makes me feel ill. If it wasn’t for Lee and Bear I’d be a mess. Even now, sitting downstairs on bears sofa I feel like crap because I’m alone. I don’t understand it. It’s so much worse now everyone’s at uni because I don’t have many people I can hang out with. I miss everyone so much, I can’t believe they’re all gone. I don’t want to be left here. Seriously without Sarah BK and Lee I’d be insane. 

Hey tumblr, missed me?

Of course not. 

I haven’t been active for like a month. and i’ve lost 40 followers(!) Jesus! 

Today I am happy, today I got a new fish tank, and a new fish which my boyfriend has named Admiral Wiggly (I wanted to call him Excalibur). Also had a lush meal in the metro centre with him and his mum and brother, thai red curry, NOM. 

I love my fishies :D (and also my boyfriend I guess)

I think my boyfriends favourite band is backstreetboys

fml